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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

nothing to talk

... after all the choosing.. bla bla... researhes.. studies.. i like this blog the most!!! don't know why.. just like this blog..

maybe because of the colour, all black.. and black happen to be my favourite colour too.....
my chinese blog, multiply and msn spaces are also black.. haha.. but with other colours as decoration... not like this blog.. whole BLACK.. except for the text and words... bla bla...

Saturday, August 12, 2006

getting tired....

looking at my blog's name "loneliness makes a person independant and strong".... makes me thing about my current situation...

i am in a cold fight with my friend.. or maybe not a cold fight... just don't know how to say it.. to be straight, we are not talking to each other.

.... just don't get it.. why we always turn up like this??? every year at almost the same time?? towards the end of the year..... don't you feel tired sometimes?? sometimes, we talk and talk and laugh, and then suddenly, we stop talking to each other. it has been getting worse each year...

the more we stay together, it become more worse when we "fight".... and it took longer time then the last time...

i am starting to feel tired.... i guess you might say, if i am tired, why not i just let go and stay away from you, and go mixed around with other friends....
alright, i will try my best to do so... i won't let you down on it...

to tell the truth, i am a little bit lonely this feel days.... not because of being in a "fight".. it's that, i been avoiding from playing around with my friends... like.. not as playful as before.. i feel that i have been more serious in this semester.. why is this so?? is it because of my job? or because of exams presure??

i am confuse.... can't make head or tail out of it.. and having a "fight" besides that... make it worst........ sometimes... i say to myself... i am not as strong as i think i am......

continue..

continue the 50th anniversary thing...
there were about 452 people attended the church service the next morning after the anniversary dinner.
crowded church.. a lot of people came that day... people that i know and people i don't regconize...
each family unit, receive an 50th anniversary special book.. what they called that?? those ones like that published every year in school for with pictures of all students and teachers.. with senior 3's face and particulars in it.... forgot what it is called....

that book...... nice!!!! colour printed of course... cool...
messages from the Bishop, Dean and Fathers.. and then,.... each fellowships' category.

there is a picture of 14th anniversary and 40th anniversary.. compare them with the 50th anniversary picture.. a very big difference... not to compare the colours and grafic... there is a big increase in our churh members... wow!!! congratulations!!! St. Thomas Catheral Chinese Congregation!!! yeah!!!!

the 50th anniversary theme is "He Cares." quite a nice name in english... chinese is erm... not easy to understand... lol...