发现, 我不擅长表达. 不擅长把想法, 感觉, 透过文字, 完全表达出来.
既然表达不出来, 就只能塞进心里, 不理会. 改天有时间, 在慢慢回想克服解决.

为什么最近总觉得有无形的压力在压着我呀?? 应该是没有什么事情使我动摇啊. 还是说, 责任感的问题. 觉得自己没办法搞好, 所以有的没的烦恼一踊而上, 占据了整个脑袋, 形成了压力. ..... 什么东西嘛.

我在说废话. 无视我吧.

622 passed that day, smoothly. Luckily nothing big happened that day, or else, everything will be done for. There's no rain too. Good~

lots and lots of people. saw quite a number of previous years' seniors. saw some other school's friends. saw this saw that. saw many types of food especially.

so, how are you guys that day? good? fun? ok. enjoyed yourselves.

hm... about today.
today's hot. I am sticky from head to toe by the time the last tune rang. can't wait to go home to have a cold shower.

anyway, Lisan is next week. Oral is the week after the following week of Lisan's.

oh dear............

Journal & Diary

Journal and Diary, is there, any big differences between them? besides the spelling and all, I think it's what it leads to make the difference. I mean, journal, to me, it's something that you could share with others. Your thoughts, your ideas, you feelings, open up for others to read. It's more public, that's why there are journalists living around. As for diary, it's much more of the privacy of oneself. You don't go sharing your diary like you do of your journal to anyone, don't you? If you do, I don't think what you wrote is private anymore, not the general idea of 'diary'. Well, that's what I think. What you think maybe different from mine. After all with are different individuals and have different brains working in our skull.

Why am I talking about this suddenly? something inspired me. Dracula. the way the story unfolds in the book.

the book consits of journals of different characters', diary and newpaper's cuts. so, it's like the story is narrated by different people chronogically towards the end. I got bored during the beginning of the book, cause it's full of long description and things. The more I read into the story, I realised all those boring parts in the beginning seems take an important in understanding the story. It portayed completely the image of the Count so that the reader could have a clear image of him and beable to understand the feeling of the characters when they see him.

Anyway, difficulties in reading this Penguin Classic, there is. The phrase, the sentences, sometimes even the whole paragraph. I don't understand what the narrator is trying to show to us readers. They are strangers to me.

I only read the book in school, not at home. Don't know why. When I reach school, I have the urge of keep reading it. By the time I reach home, the feeling just gone vanished. Didn't even bother to touch it too. What's the main reason, I wonder.

I have been admiring the powerful and intelligent lords of the night, vampires. Talking about vampires, of course Count Dracula is to be mentioned in any book regarding vampires. He's like the first vampire ever appeared in books, as far as I know. After him, many books start having vampires in stories. Kind of happy that Bram Stroker (the author of Dracula) created this Dracula thing.```

............why is this so long?

Sunday is near!!!

听了这消息, 应该是高兴, 兴奋. 怎么感到, 恐惧, 压力, 紧张, 最后还发展到生气呢??? 没道理.

早上在学校的时候, 天气热到~~~~~~~
下午在家里的时候, 竟然下雷电雨~~~~~~!!!!! 干嘛不留明天下啊??!! 现在下了, 明天不到中午就会热啊!!!!!!!!!! ...... 明天还有SPM嘞!! 为什么天要唱反调??!! (竟然在怪天...= =)

the 3rd Sunday of June, what's the day?? ///

well, me and sis and mum shared the cost of the dinner, though Mum wasn't with us. We had pizzas for dinner. *wink*
Large Pepperoni and two personal pizzas, and, a regular hut platter. all about RM54 something.

.... Happy Father's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~

Father is going to Sibu tomorrow. again.
and return back on Tuesday.

= =

今天的演讲,

听了之后

被感动了吗?

清醒了吗?

激动了吗?

愤怒了吗?

还是..... 以外人的眼光看待呢?....

I heard that there's a New Mayor for the South of the city
I heard that families like to have their deceased relative's funeral held on Tuesday
I heard that my neighbour's daughter and her family are here next door
I heard that today's Hari Gawai so the construction site opposite us is quiet as a graveyard
I heard that I am going for holidays tomorrow.