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Well, I had my first exam on Wednesday and it was fine. Really.

I wrote 10 pages, not full; but most of my coursemates had written all 16 pages of their answer booklet.

What????????

How did they do that??

Oh ya. Early preparations. 

Got it. I didn't do that. I crammed everything at the last minute. I was practically happy that I could even reached 10 pages. Woohoo~

And then, I free for roughly a week!

My second and last exam is on next Friday.

I am taking this exam with me sis. Yup. We took the same course. So, I don't want to spite her by studying for this course BECAUSE, she had exams 3 days in a row this week. Till Saturday.

Really, I don't want to spite her. And also, I am lazy. 

Reasons reasons reasons. There's always reasons to ditch studying.

ok... so... how's life??? 

Not much happened, as usual. No interesting stories, just some old routine that I somehow enjoy repeating everyday. I barely talk to someone else intentionally. I mean, I don't go and find friends to talk. You get what I mean? You see, I don't think anything I talk about is interesting at all and can hold anyone's attention span for more than a minute. So, keeping quiet might be the best way to avoid the 'cold treatment'. 

That said, I still prefer listening to others' conversations. In Uni, the things different from high school, from my point of view, are that drinking and dancing (sort of) are normal. I mean, back in Kuching, the most I would go was eating or drinking tea with friends passed midnight. And then no more. Comparing my life then to my uni friends' lives, I sounded so... ha! I don't know. Different. Uni friends are crazy, sometimes. ... 

I'm still happy to meet them, though a bit crazy sometimes. Did I mention? All of my friends are not from around here. Well, I mean their ethnicity. I didn't make any Kiwi friends. How sad. 

I can't even maintain my relationships with my old friends I could I even make new friends? 

419 ohmygawd

Just heard some overwhelming things from my friend.

and all I was thinking during that time was screaming "OH MY GAWD!" in my head.

and then I went on and rant out "ohmygawd" throughout the conversation. 

I don't know what my reaction is, in person, as the conversation was in text messages. 

... I wonder what my real live reaction would be like...

overwhelming things. ya. cool. 

I'm not sharing and yes, I'm that damn selfish. 

So, exam week starts tomorrow, and the duration is 2 weeks. 

I have 2 exams during this duration, as I had one before the study break. One in each week. 

The first one is on this coming Wednesday, at 1430 and last for 3 hours. Psychology paper. Essay questions. Short essay questions. Well, this is a rather tough course. They did give us the questionsssss before the exams, but, it's quite a lot to prepare anyway. AND! I'm sooooooo lazy and stubborn to study. The lectures are not that easy to understand, to me. I'm not talking about other people. 

Another one would be Biology paper. The exam questions would be one essay out of 2 questions and all others would be short answer questions. That might be easier to answer but many materials to learn.

I really hope I would be NOT THAT STUBBORN AND GET REALLY FOCUS ON MY STUDIES! 

After talking to me friend, I have SOOO many negative feelings towards myself. I hope I wouldn't develop any loathing feelings towards myself someday....

OH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I'm still overwhelmed!!!