looking at my blog's name "loneliness makes a person independant and strong".... makes me thing about my current situation...
i am in a cold fight with my friend.. or maybe not a cold fight... just don't know how to say it.. to be straight, we are not talking to each other.
.... just don't get it.. why we always turn up like this??? every year at almost the same time?? towards the end of the year..... don't you feel tired sometimes?? sometimes, we talk and talk and laugh, and then suddenly, we stop talking to each other. it has been getting worse each year...
the more we stay together, it become more worse when we "fight".... and it took longer time then the last time...
i am starting to feel tired.... i guess you might say, if i am tired, why not i just let go and stay away from you, and go mixed around with other friends....
alright, i will try my best to do so... i won't let you down on it...
to tell the truth, i am a little bit lonely this feel days.... not because of being in a "fight".. it's that, i been avoiding from playing around with my friends... like.. not as playful as before.. i feel that i have been more serious in this semester.. why is this so?? is it because of my job? or because of exams presure??
i am confuse.... can't make head or tail out of it.. and having a "fight" besides that... make it worst........ sometimes... i say to myself... i am not as strong as i think i am......
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